I was feeling emo over someting I got to know about a fren. And somehow, I got emo tinking about it. Strange, its not me, wads me emo-ing about when the person is not as affected?
Today I realised.
It's cos I m watching my own history repeated right before my eyes. And I could not do much about it as much as I want to. But in a deep part of me, I hope they can accomplish wad I failed to.
Is there anything I can help? I totally could understand hw she feels, but I know where it's heading if neither change. And I m just standing there watching them head towards the inevitable. :(
Mayb iI can try, pray?
Somehow, the song by Mandy Moore, Only Hope... sticks to me lately...
Someone obviously had fun. That din even bother to drop me an SMS to say if he is safe. Spending days driving ard... Din bother to SMS even.
Disappointed. But stil kept quiet.
Called me and talk in a strange and awakward way. Apparently is not alone and not convenient to tok. Den y call when u can't even say I miss u I love u, sayang me... Or anything? Whether u mean it or not?
Finally, despite vet's advise that we shall persist, feeding him wad he hates. Mao decides to persist his hunger strike, until we had to surrender, cos his condition turned for the worst.
He was supposed to be able to be back on normal diet if only he persist another 2 wks from nw..but alas, it had gone to waste.
Fortunately, liver is amazingly able to recover 100%. Legendery Dr. L (LDL) advised that Mao's liver had deteriorate by probably 40%; Mao's condition is optimistic, he just needs to take falkumin and medication, wich will allow his condition to improve till 100%. However, full re-gen of liver takes 4-6mths... Meanwhile, he must not stress his liver out...
So, the feeding tube was decided so that mao can dun stay in hospital. As wad LDL say, hospitalisation is expensive, and sometimes stress out the kitty, best to b at home. THis, i agree. Price, obvious, but stress, apparent.
Once feeding tube is in, hunger strike or not, he will be able to get wad it needs to get him well. of cos, if he voluntarily takes the fulkamin, tt b great, but wad are the chances? My picky King is...well... a delicate eater, unlike my scavenger mew.
So far so good, completed his first tube-meal. Fortunately, it is tube-fed. Would NV NV NV b able to feed him his new supplements to him. It smells so herbal... Amazingly added like n-number of medication into his fulkamin and zap it all in... no vomitting, no rejects, looks like its good. I feel if tis persist for 1 wk, mao will look significantly better.
Let's cheer mao on, for his battle with liver-disease and pray for him? :)
Maomao has been home for quite a few days... :) :) :)
From this episode, I do got to know about a few vets, no thanks to the clinic which have rotating vets... But I do, learnt who and where is the fantastic docs...
Not gonna do advertisement, but there is this hospital which is really good, where maomao stayed at.
I checked him in exactly 1 week ago, on Sunday, and today, he is back, happy as always, some 3 days ago. His condition has improved and much of spirit is back. He is pawing at our mcdonalds and meowing me awake at 8am for his milk.
If u need a good doc for complicated medical cases, this hospital is it. Rather, it is not a hospital but a recovery centre. But I mus say, the price is very steep. But in my opinion, worth the price.
From a clinic where maomao stayed for 7 days and his condition deteriorated til the point of time when docs say he is looking terrible and I need to prepare for the worst, maomao suddenly, and I do mean suddenly, just started eating and meowing. The 4 digit- hospital bills is worth it.
I brought maomao in on Sunday, by Tuesday he is looking bright and very vocal, being discharged on Thurs speaks alot on the effectiveness.
I got to know that instead of using stronger medications and stuff to suppress the bad stuff from worsening the condition, they have been using vitamins to strengthen maomao so that his natural body system can improve. And as the nurse said, tender love and care....and of cos sufficient rest.
I could see they were really taking care of maomao alot... that my super purrer was literally purring up to them, in my presence...agggghh!!! I guess they have been feed him through the night, thats why he loves them...too...
But really, the environment he was in was definitely very conducive for his recovery. Cats and dogs were placed in separate rooms and patients in critical condition are placed in ICU. No metal grills or metal cage. The wards were nice tiled area, and the floor is cushioned with mats and a absorbent lining instead of newspaper that I was expecting. The ward can be oxygenated or warmed, depending on the needs of the patients, and there is even a webcam to monitor them! It's really like WOW!
Pricely, yes, with that kind of environment and tender love and care, patients do recovery amazingly.
Maomao is going in for his reviews tomorrow, more good news tml! :) :) :)
Since last week, maomao has nt been eating... He is not well so brought him to the vet..
He has since been hospitalised for 7 days and counting... And throughout this entire period, he still has not been eating... He is constantly put on drip but he still refuses food... As if they are poison, regardless of what we offer him: cuttlefish, salmon, ham, Canned food, kibbles....
The doctors at our regular clinic has changed drastically since we are last there.. Doctors rotate every day and every day, I met with new doctors who read his files once and made comments like "I shld prepare for the worse", " he looks terrible", " he has a 50-50 chance"....
I m so sick and tired of them, who jus read his file and made such comments about him .. Yes he is 9yrs old, yes he is FIV positive, but that does not meant he is a goner once he contacted an illness...
How can I trust to leave my dear maomao with a doctor who has not much confidence in treating him successfully!? They condemned him and is just trying for the sake of trying not for the sake of trying to heal him.. How can I feel safe leaving maomao at such hands???
After the talk with the doc who says mao is in a terrible state, I decided, that's the final straw... I decided to take him to another place..
Thanks to the 2hour delay by that same doc, mt pleasant was closed by the time we wanna bring maomao over...
After an online search on doctors, I decided to bring him to a clinic at balestial... Price is super high but the doc is very gd... Hopefully, after the doc examine him tml, we will have gd news on hw to treat maomao....
Keeping my fingers crossed....
Anyway, in case u are wondering,maomao is still looking the same, looking bright, super purrer, meowing alot....
In fact, maomao is such a super purrer that the doc are unable to hear his heartbeat... So from my view, he is not lookin terrible at all...
His liver is not well,yes, but otherwise, he is not depressed nor as sick as they described...
Yes it does... But many different things happen thru this period of time...
For one, I have dry eyes and resorted to wearing my newly-made nerdy couple specs... I attritbute this to the lack of frequent crying over the past 1 yr... U Noe, when u dun use it, u lose it...
Life goes on... I m happy.. I got a loving bf, I graduated, I gt a job, I got a car, I got a hse, I gt new frens, new room layout... Life is great...
I feel happy everyday and I really can't remember when I last cried over unhappy stuff.
I was feeling emo over someting I got to know about a fren. And somehow, I got emo tinking about it. Strange, its not me, wads me emo-ing about when the person is not as affected?
Today I realised.
It's cos I m watching my own history repeated right before my eyes. And I could not do much about it as much as I want to. But in a deep part of me, I hope they can accomplish wad I failed to.
Is there anything I can help? I totally could understand hw she feels, but I know where it's heading if neither change. And I m just standing there watching them head towards the inevitable. :(
Mayb iI can try, pray?
Somehow, the song by Mandy Moore, Only Hope... sticks to me lately...
Someone obviously had fun. That din even bother to drop me an SMS to say if he is safe. Spending days driving ard... Din bother to SMS even.
Disappointed. But stil kept quiet.
Called me and talk in a strange and awakward way. Apparently is not alone and not convenient to tok. Den y call when u can't even say I miss u I love u, sayang me... Or anything? Whether u mean it or not?
Finally, despite vet's advise that we shall persist, feeding him wad he hates. Mao decides to persist his hunger strike, until we had to surrender, cos his condition turned for the worst.
He was supposed to be able to be back on normal diet if only he persist another 2 wks from nw..but alas, it had gone to waste.
Fortunately, liver is amazingly able to recover 100%. Legendery Dr. L (LDL) advised that Mao's liver had deteriorate by probably 40%; Mao's condition is optimistic, he just needs to take falkumin and medication, wich will allow his condition to improve till 100%. However, full re-gen of liver takes 4-6mths... Meanwhile, he must not stress his liver out...
So, the feeding tube was decided so that mao can dun stay in hospital. As wad LDL say, hospitalisation is expensive, and sometimes stress out the kitty, best to b at home. THis, i agree. Price, obvious, but stress, apparent.
Once feeding tube is in, hunger strike or not, he will be able to get wad it needs to get him well. of cos, if he voluntarily takes the fulkamin, tt b great, but wad are the chances? My picky King is...well... a delicate eater, unlike my scavenger mew.
So far so good, completed his first tube-meal. Fortunately, it is tube-fed. Would NV NV NV b able to feed him his new supplements to him. It smells so herbal... Amazingly added like n-number of medication into his fulkamin and zap it all in... no vomitting, no rejects, looks like its good. I feel if tis persist for 1 wk, mao will look significantly better.
Let's cheer mao on, for his battle with liver-disease and pray for him? :)
Maomao has been home for quite a few days... :) :) :)
From this episode, I do got to know about a few vets, no thanks to the clinic which have rotating vets... But I do, learnt who and where is the fantastic docs...
Not gonna do advertisement, but there is this hospital which is really good, where maomao stayed at.
I checked him in exactly 1 week ago, on Sunday, and today, he is back, happy as always, some 3 days ago. His condition has improved and much of spirit is back. He is pawing at our mcdonalds and meowing me awake at 8am for his milk.
If u need a good doc for complicated medical cases, this hospital is it. Rather, it is not a hospital but a recovery centre. But I mus say, the price is very steep. But in my opinion, worth the price.
From a clinic where maomao stayed for 7 days and his condition deteriorated til the point of time when docs say he is looking terrible and I need to prepare for the worst, maomao suddenly, and I do mean suddenly, just started eating and meowing. The 4 digit- hospital bills is worth it.
I brought maomao in on Sunday, by Tuesday he is looking bright and very vocal, being discharged on Thurs speaks alot on the effectiveness.
I got to know that instead of using stronger medications and stuff to suppress the bad stuff from worsening the condition, they have been using vitamins to strengthen maomao so that his natural body system can improve. And as the nurse said, tender love and care....and of cos sufficient rest.
I could see they were really taking care of maomao alot... that my super purrer was literally purring up to them, in my presence...agggghh!!! I guess they have been feed him through the night, thats why he loves them...too...
But really, the environment he was in was definitely very conducive for his recovery. Cats and dogs were placed in separate rooms and patients in critical condition are placed in ICU. No metal grills or metal cage. The wards were nice tiled area, and the floor is cushioned with mats and a absorbent lining instead of newspaper that I was expecting. The ward can be oxygenated or warmed, depending on the needs of the patients, and there is even a webcam to monitor them! It's really like WOW!
Pricely, yes, with that kind of environment and tender love and care, patients do recovery amazingly.
Maomao is going in for his reviews tomorrow, more good news tml! :) :) :)
Since last week, maomao has nt been eating... He is not well so brought him to the vet..
He has since been hospitalised for 7 days and counting... And throughout this entire period, he still has not been eating... He is constantly put on drip but he still refuses food... As if they are poison, regardless of what we offer him: cuttlefish, salmon, ham, Canned food, kibbles....
The doctors at our regular clinic has changed drastically since we are last there.. Doctors rotate every day and every day, I met with new doctors who read his files once and made comments like "I shld prepare for the worse", " he looks terrible", " he has a 50-50 chance"....
I m so sick and tired of them, who jus read his file and made such comments about him .. Yes he is 9yrs old, yes he is FIV positive, but that does not meant he is a goner once he contacted an illness...
How can I trust to leave my dear maomao with a doctor who has not much confidence in treating him successfully!? They condemned him and is just trying for the sake of trying not for the sake of trying to heal him.. How can I feel safe leaving maomao at such hands???
After the talk with the doc who says mao is in a terrible state, I decided, that's the final straw... I decided to take him to another place..
Thanks to the 2hour delay by that same doc, mt pleasant was closed by the time we wanna bring maomao over...
After an online search on doctors, I decided to bring him to a clinic at balestial... Price is super high but the doc is very gd... Hopefully, after the doc examine him tml, we will have gd news on hw to treat maomao....
Keeping my fingers crossed....
Anyway, in case u are wondering,maomao is still looking the same, looking bright, super purrer, meowing alot....
In fact, maomao is such a super purrer that the doc are unable to hear his heartbeat... So from my view, he is not lookin terrible at all...
His liver is not well,yes, but otherwise, he is not depressed nor as sick as they described...
Yes it does... But many different things happen thru this period of time...
For one, I have dry eyes and resorted to wearing my newly-made nerdy couple specs... I attritbute this to the lack of frequent crying over the past 1 yr... U Noe, when u dun use it, u lose it...
Life goes on... I m happy.. I got a loving bf, I graduated, I gt a job, I got a car, I got a hse, I gt new frens, new room layout... Life is great...
I feel happy everyday and I really can't remember when I last cried over unhappy stuff.
Migrated again
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