 timeoff From Work to Tink~  Friday, July 22, 2005
I had wanted to concentrate on work and finish wadever I can before my last day next week. But I simply cant. Too much tings on my mind. Plus, I understand le. There is limitations to wad I can do. I only have 2 hands and one brain. I can only do one thing at one time. I already stayed back for voluntary unpaid OT, I cant finish my work still. It is not my fault. Really. 2 person covering 3 person job plus I m browsing thru my mentee work. How much can I finish? Thus, with thoughts in my mind, I decided to ~ BLOG~
I was juz tinking. Wad is more tragic?
1) Getting tired out and busied for passion
2) having nothing that u are passionate about
tragic is not the most appropriate word I guess. There are more unfortunate ppl out there. Shall I use the word sad? Yet there are more ppl with thing to be sad about. True. I noe. But, does the fact tt MANY ppl are less fortunate makes u any happier? Being grateful for wad u have. Yah, bt we are human. Human with feelings. And feelings is inclusive of sad, happy, angry etc etc. so, why is it that we look at other unfortunate ppl and MUST be advised not to be sad? We sympathize them. We are grateful for wad we have. But when we meet our downturn, must we b deprived of the rights to be sad? Armed with knowledge of sadder ppl, would we be strong enough to smile in the face of trips and falls?
With regards to my 2 options. Which one is sadder? For me to be specific. Aikido. I kept myself busy and away from everyone. Mon,tue,thur,fri aikido lesson. I m tired and busy. Or am i? I wish to clarify that at times, really I am not tired. I am doin what I enjoy. So, if I really am tired, I am happy. Or am i?
In comparison, will I b a happier person, with no passion in aikido, bt a whole lot of time to spend? What is happier? Got time no passion. Or no time got passion?
Wont it b better that u are busy doin something u like? I think tis is it. Unfortunately, I have been facing some setbacks that well, I m colding. After my grading in sept, I shall b stagnant le. I dun wanna chiong again til dec get my brown den decide to b stagnant. I shall relax after my tis grading. Weighed my priority. Now is studies first bah. If I m double graded to brown tis grading. All the better. Not, den I shall haf to wait til I gather enuf lesson and go grading in mar next yr. tis b better. Slower, but better. I love Blue anyway. Blue Gold is good enuf. Supposedly junior, so everyone is willing to teach u, but u will b taught like the upper stages.
Aikido is not a competitive sports. No competition. Thus, why? Why the rush. I joined aikido out of passion. Any more chiong would turn this passion into detest. Hatred for it depriving me of time. Anger and frustration for it for causing happiness btwn me and the ppl I love.
I shall take it at an easy steady pace. Yah?
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timeoff From Work to Tink~ Friday, July 22, 2005
I had wanted to concentrate on work and finish wadever I can before my last day next week. But I simply cant. Too much tings on my mind. Plus, I understand le. There is limitations to wad I can do. I only have 2 hands and one brain. I can only do one thing at one time. I already stayed back for voluntary unpaid OT, I cant finish my work still. It is not my fault. Really. 2 person covering 3 person job plus I m browsing thru my mentee work. How much can I finish? Thus, with thoughts in my mind, I decided to ~ BLOG~
I was juz tinking. Wad is more tragic?
1) Getting tired out and busied for passion
2) having nothing that u are passionate about
tragic is not the most appropriate word I guess. There are more unfortunate ppl out there. Shall I use the word sad? Yet there are more ppl with thing to be sad about. True. I noe. But, does the fact tt MANY ppl are less fortunate makes u any happier? Being grateful for wad u have. Yah, bt we are human. Human with feelings. And feelings is inclusive of sad, happy, angry etc etc. so, why is it that we look at other unfortunate ppl and MUST be advised not to be sad? We sympathize them. We are grateful for wad we have. But when we meet our downturn, must we b deprived of the rights to be sad? Armed with knowledge of sadder ppl, would we be strong enough to smile in the face of trips and falls?
With regards to my 2 options. Which one is sadder? For me to be specific. Aikido. I kept myself busy and away from everyone. Mon,tue,thur,fri aikido lesson. I m tired and busy. Or am i? I wish to clarify that at times, really I am not tired. I am doin what I enjoy. So, if I really am tired, I am happy. Or am i?
In comparison, will I b a happier person, with no passion in aikido, bt a whole lot of time to spend? What is happier? Got time no passion. Or no time got passion?
Wont it b better that u are busy doin something u like? I think tis is it. Unfortunately, I have been facing some setbacks that well, I m colding. After my grading in sept, I shall b stagnant le. I dun wanna chiong again til dec get my brown den decide to b stagnant. I shall relax after my tis grading. Weighed my priority. Now is studies first bah. If I m double graded to brown tis grading. All the better. Not, den I shall haf to wait til I gather enuf lesson and go grading in mar next yr. tis b better. Slower, but better. I love Blue anyway. Blue Gold is good enuf. Supposedly junior, so everyone is willing to teach u, but u will b taught like the upper stages.
Aikido is not a competitive sports. No competition. Thus, why? Why the rush. I joined aikido out of passion. Any more chiong would turn this passion into detest. Hatred for it depriving me of time. Anger and frustration for it for causing happiness btwn me and the ppl I love.
I shall take it at an easy steady pace. Yah?
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