 Io sono tristi...  Friday, January 13, 2006
Io sono tristi...
I m sick and tired… not literally, but sick and tired…of tossing and turning in bed for at least one hour before I can stop myself from tinking too much…
Io sono tristi…
It suddenly seemed as if the sky in this page is much darker than I tot. well, besides the fact that it IS indeed raining these few days… ‘like water is free’(quote from my 老大，zhihai 表哥)…
But actually, the sky do look abit gloomy. I feel tired… of wad? I m not sure. Stressed? Mayb. Well school reopened. I m still working. Trying to earn every single cent possible. I m way too broke. Thanks to my hp la.
But actually, I believe quite a couple of us…family esp…cross over to 2006 with a heavy heart…a sad soul…
My friend who knew wad happened asked, “why are you indifferent towards…” well… seriously, the friend, whom I noe wont get to read this blog… my ans mite b ... I m hiding it. I m hiding it well… not really bah. But sometimes it dun hurt so much. At times, the pain is agonizing.
This is not the first time it is happening. To be specific, it happened 4times..yet I m sure this is the time when I am the saddest. Perhaps I was young then. Perhaps we weren’t too close. But this time round… its really sad. Juz simply recalling can bring tears to the eyes. I remember on tt day…it was Wednesday… I was talking to my sis, distracting her…but I guess I did a lousy job…both of us ended up worse than before…
Seriously, I guess all of us din show it much…but…the feeling is there…and everyone tends to hide the facts… but who can hide the tears? I tried… and failed…
I guess many of us, friends and family, tend to hide a lot of things. A lot of friends around us… look around… we all wear a smiling mask… but what lies beneath? Is it the same face? Why? Haiz….
So sian… type so much… I m still wide awake… I claimed to have never been unable to sleep…but…two nites in a row…I toss n turn in bed… waste of time…waste of time…tink too much not good…so I come online…
Was msn-ing with a fren…he sound pretty drunk…he said he drank 5cans of beers… wow~ cool~ well juz surprised I guess… juz a while ago, few hrs ago, I was oso chatting with him…now, he’s drunk..but well I cant dig no secrets…I guess he is too drunk? Lol~ kinda fun…drunk person… does it feels like to b drunk?he says abit high… and lose control of what he says… so tend to spill secrets… I tried asking him for his pin number to his banks..he said he got HSBC….and he told me the pin…which I am not too convinced… but gosh~guess wad… I forgot to ask for the account number~~~ahhHHhh~ am I the drunk one or is he the drunk one? Hw can I forget? Lol~
Nar… nt wanting to try fish funds from him… juz… playing ard la…
Well seeing a person half drunk is pretty fun…I guess the person oso pretty fun…coz they oso in a High mood ah…one day..i shall get myself drunk..but of coz…will still take care de…yah yah..i got watch tv and read news bout gals getting drunk…but…well..its an experience….lol~
Anyway~battery runnin out…til nxt time…
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Io sono tristi... Friday, January 13, 2006
Io sono tristi...
I m sick and tired… not literally, but sick and tired…of tossing and turning in bed for at least one hour before I can stop myself from tinking too much…
Io sono tristi…
It suddenly seemed as if the sky in this page is much darker than I tot. well, besides the fact that it IS indeed raining these few days… ‘like water is free’(quote from my 老大，zhihai 表哥)…
But actually, the sky do look abit gloomy. I feel tired… of wad? I m not sure. Stressed? Mayb. Well school reopened. I m still working. Trying to earn every single cent possible. I m way too broke. Thanks to my hp la.
But actually, I believe quite a couple of us…family esp…cross over to 2006 with a heavy heart…a sad soul…
My friend who knew wad happened asked, “why are you indifferent towards…” well… seriously, the friend, whom I noe wont get to read this blog… my ans mite b ... I m hiding it. I m hiding it well… not really bah. But sometimes it dun hurt so much. At times, the pain is agonizing.
This is not the first time it is happening. To be specific, it happened 4times..yet I m sure this is the time when I am the saddest. Perhaps I was young then. Perhaps we weren’t too close. But this time round… its really sad. Juz simply recalling can bring tears to the eyes. I remember on tt day…it was Wednesday… I was talking to my sis, distracting her…but I guess I did a lousy job…both of us ended up worse than before…
Seriously, I guess all of us din show it much…but…the feeling is there…and everyone tends to hide the facts… but who can hide the tears? I tried… and failed…
I guess many of us, friends and family, tend to hide a lot of things. A lot of friends around us… look around… we all wear a smiling mask… but what lies beneath? Is it the same face? Why? Haiz….
So sian… type so much… I m still wide awake… I claimed to have never been unable to sleep…but…two nites in a row…I toss n turn in bed… waste of time…waste of time…tink too much not good…so I come online…
Was msn-ing with a fren…he sound pretty drunk…he said he drank 5cans of beers… wow~ cool~ well juz surprised I guess… juz a while ago, few hrs ago, I was oso chatting with him…now, he’s drunk..but well I cant dig no secrets…I guess he is too drunk? Lol~ kinda fun…drunk person… does it feels like to b drunk?he says abit high… and lose control of what he says… so tend to spill secrets… I tried asking him for his pin number to his banks..he said he got HSBC….and he told me the pin…which I am not too convinced… but gosh~guess wad… I forgot to ask for the account number~~~ahhHHhh~ am I the drunk one or is he the drunk one? Hw can I forget? Lol~
Nar… nt wanting to try fish funds from him… juz… playing ard la…
Well seeing a person half drunk is pretty fun…I guess the person oso pretty fun…coz they oso in a High mood ah…one day..i shall get myself drunk..but of coz…will still take care de…yah yah..i got watch tv and read news bout gals getting drunk…but…well..its an experience….lol~
Anyway~battery runnin out…til nxt time…
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