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Monday, August 18, 2008

I m contradictory.

I freaked out when I was at ikea on sat. When the weighing machine showed that I gained 3kg..

I've reached acceptable weight when i gained this 3kg..but wait...I remember when I was at that weight, I looked chubby. Freaked out, went on a sudden decision to go blading that night.

I guess the motivation aint right.Cos I went with the mindset of losing weight instead of just going for fun..cos I fell..again..and yes...heard that I skidded 1m...no wonder it was pretty painful. More of in a shock from the fall than in pain. I wobbled to stand.

Ok, so, Did I lose weight? Actually, yes and no. After so much tramua, I decided that its the ikea weighing scale that have problem..cos I m no longer that kinda weight after I bought a weighing machine back. I weigh my normal weight.

So..I m scared of gaining weight, despite being underweight, and grossly underweight...Yet, I wanna be enough weight to donate blood...And yet, when I gained just 3kg, I freaked..

I m contridictory right??

:(

Oh, I get it, i wanna gain weight, not fats. :x

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