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Me~

I was struggling whether or not to reveal my past. lol~ everyone have an OrBiang look k. lol. ok, I will tink over it seriously. Besides the fact that I m fighting with my ego over this, I m oso trying to find the pic. U noe, the times then, no common tings such as digi cam. We stil use Hwee-lim(film)~ lol~ anyway, this one can not? Taken in 2001. when I m short hair. That is the last time I was short hair, since after that til now, my hair been long.

Anyway, let me share my yesterday. 24 October. SomeOne. Note this day.

Wad did I do? Despite my busy and very tight schedule, I rushed home to cook dinner for SomeOne. Duh. Wad? Taking into consideration this resulted in my so short of time I slept at 3am and wake at 7am tis morning, gosh, I am mad. But seriously, I really wished and dun mind. If only . . .

It is still a nice dinner. Oopz, I got my sister to stay out later so can haf a romantic dinner. The little 2 persons couple (say in Chinese) but well, my mom was home. Byebye romantic dinner. But it is a very family dinner. These are the dishes I whipped up. Considering I haben been cooking much since after graduation from JC. Recall those fond memories of eating home cooked food with nina, min, yin and jiali.

Nice? Me, I like the food to look nice. Those who noe me would noe. No matter hw nice the food taste, if I decided it looks ugly, I will NOT eat it. And vice-versa. So, my food, looks nice? SomeOne say it taste great too. I tink it is ok la. Usual lo. Nothing special. What matters is, SomeOne tink it is nice. – big smile –

Menu: Sliced ginger pork, pork chop,stir fry vege

Soup of the day: Cream of Mushroom

Free Flow of Sprite Ice

Price per person: Priceless

I was wearing specs to sch. different look?

can imgaine me wearing specs, a more orbiang one, plus short hair?

Anyway, still, abit hiccups after that. I tink mayb I too stressed le. Everytime flare up. I m high maintenance woman (emotionally)

Feel like unappreciated. Like I m rushing to finish a report, but I chiong to cook. After that, he din help to wash. I was mopping the floor (if not my mom will scream at the oily floor) then he juz sit there watch tv. Liew. I feel like, wad the shit I doing all tis for? I do nt need to cook. I have a damn F*cking tough statistic report to do lo. Den wad, he juz came, eat, sit. Me alone he oso dun come over help. At least he washing dishes, I b there waiting see if I can help nt. Bt he leh?

Nt blame him la. Din help din help lo. Flare up and spoil one day for wad? Bt sorry lo, I m saint enuf to know I should nt flare so easily, bt mortal enuf to b unable to ctrl it. I m no saint. I m who I am. I have temper. I want to feel appreciated. I wan to feel loved.

Fortunately. It is okie. Of coz la. Although it seems like I am being bullied by him, actually, it is the other way round bah. I m good at manipulating ppl. Hmm. . . sounds too scheming, bt really, he is very nice to me. Juz that, it is me. I m difficult.

I will learn to be a better person. Really. Gimme time. I will change, for the better.

Me~

I was struggling whether or not to reveal my past. lol~ everyone have an OrBiang look k. lol. ok, I will tink over it seriously. Besides the fact that I m fighting with my ego over this, I m oso trying to find the pic. U noe, the times then, no common tings such as digi cam. We stil use Hwee-lim(film)~ lol~ anyway, this one can not? Taken in 2001. when I m short hair. That is the last time I was short hair, since after that til now, my hair been long.

Anyway, let me share my yesterday. 24 October. SomeOne. Note this day.

Wad did I do? Despite my busy and very tight schedule, I rushed home to cook dinner for SomeOne. Duh. Wad? Taking into consideration this resulted in my so short of time I slept at 3am and wake at 7am tis morning, gosh, I am mad. But seriously, I really wished and dun mind. If only . . .

It is still a nice dinner. Oopz, I got my sister to stay out later so can haf a romantic dinner. The little 2 persons couple (say in Chinese) but well, my mom was home. Byebye romantic dinner. But it is a very family dinner. These are the dishes I whipped up. Considering I haben been cooking much since after graduation from JC. Recall those fond memories of eating home cooked food with nina, min, yin and jiali.

Nice? Me, I like the food to look nice. Those who noe me would noe. No matter hw nice the food taste, if I decided it looks ugly, I will NOT eat it. And vice-versa. So, my food, looks nice? SomeOne say it taste great too. I tink it is ok la. Usual lo. Nothing special. What matters is, SomeOne tink it is nice. – big smile –

Menu: Sliced ginger pork, pork chop,stir fry vege

Soup of the day: Cream of Mushroom

Free Flow of Sprite Ice

Price per person: Priceless

I was wearing specs to sch. different look?

can imgaine me wearing specs, a more orbiang one, plus short hair?

Anyway, still, abit hiccups after that. I tink mayb I too stressed le. Everytime flare up. I m high maintenance woman (emotionally)

Feel like unappreciated. Like I m rushing to finish a report, but I chiong to cook. After that, he din help to wash. I was mopping the floor (if not my mom will scream at the oily floor) then he juz sit there watch tv. Liew. I feel like, wad the shit I doing all tis for? I do nt need to cook. I have a damn F*cking tough statistic report to do lo. Den wad, he juz came, eat, sit. Me alone he oso dun come over help. At least he washing dishes, I b there waiting see if I can help nt. Bt he leh?

Nt blame him la. Din help din help lo. Flare up and spoil one day for wad? Bt sorry lo, I m saint enuf to know I should nt flare so easily, bt mortal enuf to b unable to ctrl it. I m no saint. I m who I am. I have temper. I want to feel appreciated. I wan to feel loved.

Fortunately. It is okie. Of coz la. Although it seems like I am being bullied by him, actually, it is the other way round bah. I m good at manipulating ppl. Hmm. . . sounds too scheming, bt really, he is very nice to me. Juz that, it is me. I m difficult.

I will learn to be a better person. Really. Gimme time. I will change, for the better.