Waiting~(for sadness?)

Monday, October 31, 2005

Cute rite? My sis give it to me de. It look really silly, and I like to have silly tings so that they can remind me I am smart. Juz like how people always like to compare this, compare that, I compare to. So, to make myself happy, I like to compare to those less better than I am, so, yeah, I Like such silly looking tings. Then u will feel, ehy, I m Smart.

The world is about lying. The best Pretender wins. So, life is short, juz live it happily. Anyway, this keychain is really cutie. It is made of wood and I tink coconut shell, looks really a happily silly thing. Plus, it is made of natural material.

Actually, I had pre-typed the blog post. I was doing the posting half way when my fren comes along and I had to stop typing. Now, as I am continuing my blog post, I m actually typing this at the least expected place.

I am at city hall MRT station, typing this ting. At the staircase leading up to Raffles City, it is a waiting site. I am not the alien here, as there is another person juz few steps below me, using her laptop to play games. Few steps before her, there is a person reading book. Directly in front of me is a guy looking very silly, sitting there doing nothing. As can be seen, waiting and not doing anyting, by the staircase is The Odd Tthing to do. Everyone have something to do. And the things they do are something no one would tink ppl would do on the staircase in a public place.( wad on earth is the world coming to?)

I had intended to dedicate this posting to an issue about nature. But I guess Mother Nature have to wait. I m here to flash my frustration once again. On. Human Nature.

I find human a very peculiar species. And I can never understand them. Man are from Mars, Woman from Venus. I am sure I AM from Earth. Coz I understand neither of them.

First thing first is women. I guess I do not need to elaborate, I guess anyone would noe, no one can understand women. Can women really fully understand women. And do the women really understand what they want? I guess not.

Man. And it was always complained that women are the complicated species of them two. I beg to differ. I am going to tok about my Fren, Let’s call him, Mr.X

Let’s cut the story short. Initially, for some unknown strange reason, Mr.X wasnt toking to me for the whole of last week. Not a word we spoke. Strange, coz we ARE NOT a couple, to sae we fight would be Siao! No. I can assure u, neither of us have feelings for each other. Pure Pure Frenz. He is attached too.

Wad happened was, I broke the ice and msn him ytd and today. All ok. Was to meet him then go tutorial together. Well, he went all ice again, when he saw me and another fren, Mr.Y sit at the same table, and sat 1 table away even though the table can sit 4 ppl.
Anyway, wad happened was, tutorial time shld b 3clock,nt 3thirty.time changed. I din attend the last tutorial coz of my wallet incident, bt Mr. X noe. He din tell me. I msged him bt he did nt reply. When I walked into the classroom with horror at 3.15pm, I realized to my anger, MR.X sitting comfortably at a place, with no seats left for me.

Blinded by anger, I did not spot the empty seat with no table on the other side of the class room until another fren of mine was nice enough to enlighten me,

I am angry.

First ting first. Mr.X did not tell me bout the change in time for tutorial. He knew. He went on time.

Second thing is, the tutorial. I missed it. He did not tell me what the teacher went thru despite me asking him wad did I miss.

Third thing is, he did not reserve seat for me when he know I am coming for the lecture.

Forth thing is, he did not reply to my msg on confirming with him wad time the tutorial is to be.

With that, I think I dun have to feel guilty about ignoring him and walking off when he came after me after the tutorial. (one thing, I was on the phone, and needed to go toilet. I walked straight into the toilet after casting him a brief look)

Right??? Any comments anyone? Is it my bad temper or is it only Human to get angry?

I am an earthing.
*I am Saint enuf to feel guilty, bt Human enuf to still feel angry*

and by the time the this posted comes online, things have got worst for me and SomeOne after a lot of incident coming along.

As I was sitting before him, forcing food down my throat, his frustration forced tears down me. As I silently wiped off the tears, he din see and noe anything. Well, like he said, guys are not meant to be observant. Wad a thing to sae.

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Waiting~(for sadness?)

Monday, October 31, 2005

Cute rite? My sis give it to me de. It look really silly, and I like to have silly tings so that they can remind me I am smart. Juz like how people always like to compare this, compare that, I compare to. So, to make myself happy, I like to compare to those less better than I am, so, yeah, I Like such silly looking tings. Then u will feel, ehy, I m Smart.

The world is about lying. The best Pretender wins. So, life is short, juz live it happily. Anyway, this keychain is really cutie. It is made of wood and I tink coconut shell, looks really a happily silly thing. Plus, it is made of natural material.

Actually, I had pre-typed the blog post. I was doing the posting half way when my fren comes along and I had to stop typing. Now, as I am continuing my blog post, I m actually typing this at the least expected place.

I am at city hall MRT station, typing this ting. At the staircase leading up to Raffles City, it is a waiting site. I am not the alien here, as there is another person juz few steps below me, using her laptop to play games. Few steps before her, there is a person reading book. Directly in front of me is a guy looking very silly, sitting there doing nothing. As can be seen, waiting and not doing anyting, by the staircase is The Odd Tthing to do. Everyone have something to do. And the things they do are something no one would tink ppl would do on the staircase in a public place.( wad on earth is the world coming to?)

I had intended to dedicate this posting to an issue about nature. But I guess Mother Nature have to wait. I m here to flash my frustration once again. On. Human Nature.

I find human a very peculiar species. And I can never understand them. Man are from Mars, Woman from Venus. I am sure I AM from Earth. Coz I understand neither of them.

First thing first is women. I guess I do not need to elaborate, I guess anyone would noe, no one can understand women. Can women really fully understand women. And do the women really understand what they want? I guess not.

Man. And it was always complained that women are the complicated species of them two. I beg to differ. I am going to tok about my Fren, Let’s call him, Mr.X

Let’s cut the story short. Initially, for some unknown strange reason, Mr.X wasnt toking to me for the whole of last week. Not a word we spoke. Strange, coz we ARE NOT a couple, to sae we fight would be Siao! No. I can assure u, neither of us have feelings for each other. Pure Pure Frenz. He is attached too.

Wad happened was, I broke the ice and msn him ytd and today. All ok. Was to meet him then go tutorial together. Well, he went all ice again, when he saw me and another fren, Mr.Y sit at the same table, and sat 1 table away even though the table can sit 4 ppl.
Anyway, wad happened was, tutorial time shld b 3clock,nt 3thirty.time changed. I din attend the last tutorial coz of my wallet incident, bt Mr. X noe. He din tell me. I msged him bt he did nt reply. When I walked into the classroom with horror at 3.15pm, I realized to my anger, MR.X sitting comfortably at a place, with no seats left for me.

Blinded by anger, I did not spot the empty seat with no table on the other side of the class room until another fren of mine was nice enough to enlighten me,

I am angry.

First ting first. Mr.X did not tell me bout the change in time for tutorial. He knew. He went on time.

Second thing is, the tutorial. I missed it. He did not tell me what the teacher went thru despite me asking him wad did I miss.

Third thing is, he did not reserve seat for me when he know I am coming for the lecture.

Forth thing is, he did not reply to my msg on confirming with him wad time the tutorial is to be.

With that, I think I dun have to feel guilty about ignoring him and walking off when he came after me after the tutorial. (one thing, I was on the phone, and needed to go toilet. I walked straight into the toilet after casting him a brief look)

Right??? Any comments anyone? Is it my bad temper or is it only Human to get angry?

I am an earthing.
*I am Saint enuf to feel guilty, bt Human enuf to still feel angry*

and by the time the this posted comes online, things have got worst for me and SomeOne after a lot of incident coming along.

As I was sitting before him, forcing food down my throat, his frustration forced tears down me. As I silently wiped off the tears, he din see and noe anything. Well, like he said, guys are not meant to be observant. Wad a thing to sae.

what happen sweetie... First time i hear u cry leh... Remember i used to ask u.. U always sae. aiya.. so long liao immune to it liao le la... cry oso no use. What is it this time. U wan tok abt it??

 Dim Sum Mei Mei meowed on October 31, 2005 11:28 PM

 

Dun be sad... Cheer up. At least u still have others who care about you as you can see from the various comments to your blog. Someone shld be more caring and how can he say guys are not meant to be observant. i mean he is ur BF lor. this kind of thing how can he not be observant. U r his GF leh.
-aikidoka

 Anonymous meowed on November 01, 2005 11:02 PM

 

left someting on my blog for u to read. felt realli unhappy the way u r treated.
-aikidoka

 Anonymous meowed on November 01, 2005 11:33 PM

 

haiz..sometimes..its juz me bah~my fish,tears always more than other ppl de~~dun worry~~tis is part n parcel in the r'ship bah~~*i WIll survive*
-big grin-

 Anonymous meowed on November 02, 2005 11:29 AM

 

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