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Wednesday, July 19, 2006


I wonder wad on earth I am doing out here. Am at Macdonalds...typing away, slacking away, wasting my youthful life away. Anyway, I m supposed to be in trainin( again) now..but i swipe in and juz, sneak out from the other door.

Waiting waiting waiting to go out. Kinda scared, excited and happy bout my sneaking away from class. Coz I m the timid and law-abiding citizen who dun skip lessons lik tis. rather, I dun cheat attendance. No go means no go. I dun swipe in and pretend to b present and swipe out after that... but well...

Anyway, feeling pretty sian these days... Been pretty down on my luck...shld go pray these days le. Coz I've been well, down on my luck... Been watchin quite a number of planes flyin off these days... from my clients... seniors jus console us, fly plane is common, but hey, since sat i'm watchin planes after planes wo...NDP yea!!!

Been feeling grumpy..and not working for quite some days le... Exhaustion and plane watchin is tiring me out. My forever racing to meet quota is tiring me out too....nearing the end of the 20 days race...of needing to meet daily quota. And upon nearing it...My fuels run low...Feeling kinda tired out...

You wont noe how close u were to suceeding until you give up...

Also tired out coz meeting alot of ppl, saw alot of different ppl of different pattern... Like some ppl whom I surveyed and got the numbers... They say they dun wanna buy from me, but dun mind listening to me talk, I m so happy... coz at least they are open to the idea of insurance. And even if they dun buy, at least they gained extra knowledge. Like a fellow fren, my pen-pal whom I dated out to preach... Wad I told him was, even if he dun buy, he stil walks away as my friend. Wont coz because he dun buy, I will outracise him. I was a friend before I was a Financial Adviser, and will Stil b a friend even if he dun buy. So wad's so scary bout meeting up with me?

Anyway, I guess I m jus abit stressed up... Alot of bills and money are outstanding by this week, but by next week, den my money will all come flowing in. But the ting is, I need the cash now and now. Duh de leh..u noe got moeny coming in, but the bills are way overdue by then..darn... ask them for refund, take forever, ask for bills so fast de...darn..but well, tml will b better...

sian these days always mood swing...better end here before i swing away again... ~



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