Bored life of mine...
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Seriously...
I m not sure wad I'm doing with my life...Is it me, or do people ocassionally feel kinda lost in the path of their lives? Sometimes, u will stop and wonder, wad am I doing?
Not that I m not happy, I m living life happy :) but sometimes... life seems to be an aimless route...guess the fishes sometimes jus...dream too much?
My life...sometimes...I wonder if I got my priorities rite...Study, Aikido, Study, Aikido...Did I miss out anyting? Well...by the looks of things..nope... yep..my life..tt's about it for the week...Gosh..how boring can things get?
Seriously, frankly saying, I feel that I m quite...well.. " ... " ? Cant seem to b able to maintain much frens...I m quite a loner in uni..I've been attending classes pretty much alone..I gave myself reasons...but do I find them to be excuses? Sometimes, I do...I can do with going to lessons pretty much alone..I dun mind...beats meeting ppl like Mr. X who leech on u rite? But well, others seems to b gettin on well with him..guess..its jus me? In my eyes..he's jus.. parasite...but well, it jus makes me seem very..petty...nt as if I care..
Ting is...I can...hang around in clicks..comeon, how hard is it..to gossip and mix around..but...Thats not me..and I m not prepared to lose myself in the midst of trying to fit in... I rather retain the me who dun gossip, who dun ...do things that are not me...
Well..guess...thats not much of the point to start with... oh...friends...seriously, I would love to spend time with friends...hang out..but some commitment..priorities..jus... True..time management can allow u to juggle all things well..but consider...we only have 24hrs afterall..I m but a working student who amuse herself by learning aikido.... And I only have this much time...
Sadly... Not as if anyting happen..but...I guess, I m not good at maintaining frens outside aikido... and then...as much as I do hope to keep...I get tired..and jus...take wad is given...have wad is left.... I din put in effort in maintaining a friendship? Mayb...? mayb not...
Perhaps I've not tried hard enuf..but seriously..Wad Is..enuf? I... jus wanna be happy...I may seem like an easily satisfied person...dun expect, jus take wad is given...but...isnt a simple life more...Happy?
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Bored life of mine...
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Seriously...
I m not sure wad I'm doing with my life...Is it me, or do people ocassionally feel kinda lost in the path of their lives? Sometimes, u will stop and wonder, wad am I doing?
Not that I m not happy, I m living life happy :) but sometimes... life seems to be an aimless route...guess the fishes sometimes jus...dream too much?
My life...sometimes...I wonder if I got my priorities rite...Study, Aikido, Study, Aikido...Did I miss out anyting? Well...by the looks of things..nope... yep..my life..tt's about it for the week...Gosh..how boring can things get?
Seriously, frankly saying, I feel that I m quite...well.. " ... " ? Cant seem to b able to maintain much frens...I m quite a loner in uni..I've been attending classes pretty much alone..I gave myself reasons...but do I find them to be excuses? Sometimes, I do...I can do with going to lessons pretty much alone..I dun mind...beats meeting ppl like Mr. X who leech on u rite? But well, others seems to b gettin on well with him..guess..its jus me? In my eyes..he's jus.. parasite...but well, it jus makes me seem very..petty...nt as if I care..
Ting is...I can...hang around in clicks..comeon, how hard is it..to gossip and mix around..but...Thats not me..and I m not prepared to lose myself in the midst of trying to fit in... I rather retain the me who dun gossip, who dun ...do things that are not me...
Well..guess...thats not much of the point to start with... oh...friends...seriously, I would love to spend time with friends...hang out..but some commitment..priorities..jus... True..time management can allow u to juggle all things well..but consider...we only have 24hrs afterall..I m but a working student who amuse herself by learning aikido.... And I only have this much time...
Sadly... Not as if anyting happen..but...I guess, I m not good at maintaining frens outside aikido... and then...as much as I do hope to keep...I get tired..and jus...take wad is given...have wad is left.... I din put in effort in maintaining a friendship? Mayb...? mayb not...
Perhaps I've not tried hard enuf..but seriously..Wad Is..enuf? I... jus wanna be happy...I may seem like an easily satisfied person...dun expect, jus take wad is given...but...isnt a simple life more...Happy?
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