For the first time since a long time, I nv freak out. I nv felt scared. But as I see that prof's name as the prof for that module, I nearly feel lik dyin.
I would rather jump off a building rather than take that module, but the truth is, even if I jump off a building, I still needa take that module. :(
For the first time since I decided to work hard, I felt demoralised. Nearly...shed my first tear of sorrow. But after 'talking' to myself for some time, I decided that I shld not give up without a fight. And so, a fight I shall put up.
Its more like a fight with my greatest fear. Its not easy and its not gonna be easy. But at least, I will try.
As I m in school struggling through my lessons, this song came into my head.
雨中即景
some of the lyrics jumped out at me.
哗啦啦啦啦 淋湿了好多人脸上失去了笑 无奈何的望着天 叹叹气把头摇
Yea, tt pretty much described my feeling. For since very long, I've nv been this afraid of attending lesson. I've nv wished so much that the time for lecture nv come. I'v nv been so growingly scared as the time for lecture creeps closer.
It is not the packed schdule that I m worried about, but rather, I m more concerned about that lecture of that module.
Seriously, for the whole day, I was pretty much stressed about this module. Whether that prof will still hate me. Whether that module will kill me again.
But well, women, is 善变。 I heard quite a number of big jokes today which made me laugh til I m not hungry. lol.
For the first time since a long time, I nv freak out. I nv felt scared. But as I see that prof's name as the prof for that module, I nearly feel lik dyin.
I would rather jump off a building rather than take that module, but the truth is, even if I jump off a building, I still needa take that module. :(
For the first time since I decided to work hard, I felt demoralised. Nearly...shed my first tear of sorrow. But after 'talking' to myself for some time, I decided that I shld not give up without a fight. And so, a fight I shall put up.
Its more like a fight with my greatest fear. Its not easy and its not gonna be easy. But at least, I will try.
As I m in school struggling through my lessons, this song came into my head.
雨中即景
some of the lyrics jumped out at me.
哗啦啦啦啦 淋湿了好多人脸上失去了笑 无奈何的望着天 叹叹气把头摇
Yea, tt pretty much described my feeling. For since very long, I've nv been this afraid of attending lesson. I've nv wished so much that the time for lecture nv come. I'v nv been so growingly scared as the time for lecture creeps closer.
It is not the packed schdule that I m worried about, but rather, I m more concerned about that lecture of that module.
Seriously, for the whole day, I was pretty much stressed about this module. Whether that prof will still hate me. Whether that module will kill me again.
But well, women, is 善变。 I heard quite a number of big jokes today which made me laugh til I m not hungry. lol.
weird mEow day
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