6mths....

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Time flies...

One year ago, around this timing, I took the keys onto my house. The day before that I was at the hospital for a small surgery which hurt the heart more than it hurt me physically...

Six months ago, someone close to me left physically and hurt my heart deeply. It had been stolen time with him, since he survived liver disease two years earlier.

It seems all fated n planned. I do not reallt have much of a religion, just believe in doing good. But my belief is that someone up there had it planned. Things happen for a reason. People come and go for a reason.

But it still hurts... When my beloved maomao left us, 6months ago... The worse that could happen is to experience the pain again... And yes I had.. I dreamt just sometime back witnessing his death again.

The point of time when he just breathed his last was so hurtful, though I had assured him it's OK to leave.. When he really did stopped battling all the pain and left peacefully, the pain was beyond my imagination.

6months later, I still miss my maomao. I have a tender spot for ginger tabby.. But a ginger tabby touched my heart in a very tender spot that it sometimes still hurts.. 

Emo day I guess...

Miss u my maomao...

Labels: maomao

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6mths....

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Time flies...

One year ago, around this timing, I took the keys onto my house. The day before that I was at the hospital for a small surgery which hurt the heart more than it hurt me physically...

Six months ago, someone close to me left physically and hurt my heart deeply. It had been stolen time with him, since he survived liver disease two years earlier.

It seems all fated n planned. I do not reallt have much of a religion, just believe in doing good. But my belief is that someone up there had it planned. Things happen for a reason. People come and go for a reason.

But it still hurts... When my beloved maomao left us, 6months ago... The worse that could happen is to experience the pain again... And yes I had.. I dreamt just sometime back witnessing his death again.

The point of time when he just breathed his last was so hurtful, though I had assured him it's OK to leave.. When he really did stopped battling all the pain and left peacefully, the pain was beyond my imagination.

6months later, I still miss my maomao. I have a tender spot for ginger tabby.. But a ginger tabby touched my heart in a very tender spot that it sometimes still hurts.. 

Emo day I guess...

Miss u my maomao...

Labels: maomao

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