6mths....

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Time flies...

One year ago, around this timing, I took the keys onto my house. The day before that I was at the hospital for a small surgery which hurt the heart more than it hurt me physically...

Six months ago, someone close to me left physically and hurt my heart deeply. It had been stolen time with him, since he survived liver disease two years earlier.

It seems all fated n planned. I do not reallt have much of a religion, just believe in doing good. But my belief is that someone up there had it planned. Things happen for a reason. People come and go for a reason.

But it still hurts... When my beloved maomao left us, 6months ago... The worse that could happen is to experience the pain again... And yes I had.. I dreamt just sometime back witnessing his death again.

The point of time when he just breathed his last was so hurtful, though I had assured him it's OK to leave.. When he really did stopped battling all the pain and left peacefully, the pain was beyond my imagination.

6months later, I still miss my maomao. I have a tender spot for ginger tabby.. But a ginger tabby touched my heart in a very tender spot that it sometimes still hurts.. 

Emo day I guess...

Miss u my maomao...

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A second cat?

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Every morning I watched as Maxie n Batman wrestle around in bed.  The two of them stopped when I talk to them. 

It's fight  but mostly play I guess.. 

Funnily, Maxie always lose but he still goes on to pick fights anw.. With Batman adoption drive coming up, I hope he will get adopted, and yet I know I will definitely miss him...

That made me think, will the royal King Maomao choose another cat for us?

I can't stand getting another ginger tabby, no one shall replace maomao, but I have a very very tender spot for ginger tabby...  Someone who looks like maomao, but I can't stand the thought of someone looking like maomao, pretending to be maomao, when  they are just not....

I love maomao, I miss maomao, to me, he is different, unique, no matter how alike they may look,...

I miss maomao..

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Missing my King Maomao

Saturday, September 14, 2013

It's the 14th of the month again...

It is the 2nd month since my King left me.. It hurts but I love him too much to let grieve fully occupy my heart..

I love him and only him so much, as much as I have a soft spot for ginger tabby, I cannot bring myself to have a cat who is that color..  I cannot have another cat which is even close to maomao...

As I look up into the sky today, it's so bright and sunny...  The cloud is so fluffy and nice...

I can almost see my maomao happily bouncing, rather, just lazily sitting there purring and looking at me...

Maomao, how are you up there?

I love you my dear...  I miss you but I am glad you are no longer in pain.. I have you always in my memory and will never ever forget the love and comfort you have given me these sweet 10 years...

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The new Alpha

Saturday, September 07, 2013

When my king  first passed on, I was so sad I believe I could not have another cat again... But just one day in a house without  cat... Without feline company... The hse is such a depressing place to be...  It's so quiet with death hanging in the air... 

Perhaps it's impulse.. Rebound, depression?  We quickly adopted a new cat...  I was Tinking in my mind.. The new cT must be chosen by my king.. My maomao.. There must be that xfactor that my wise king  chose him to help us through his absence..

So when hubby saw mack.. He was keen.. And that night he dreamt of mack.. And when we saw him..  He was as affectionate and started purring..  Yet he was playful... Yet he was biting, yet he was noisy..  It's almost like he is a combi of all my three cats...  Almost like maomao did choose him for us so that I could have the 'whole family' at one place...

It was surprising how he took to us.. The fosterer was surprised when I say mack is purring.  She was like.. Really?  And of cos, we passed the interview and we collected him on the day. He jumped right into the carrier before we stuff him in with his little friend. 

So, one week after maomao, we had Mack, now renamed, Maxie...

Month on, it is peculiar how he is really a combi of all my three cats... 

And today, found out something that stunned me.. Maomao chose an alpha cat for us!  Maxie was like grooming our foster cat, batman! 

Now the beating n chasing and stuff makes sense...  Maxie is an alpha.. I guess maomao decides our home needs a leader.. So he had us take in a new alpha.. Oh my...  The wise king indeed... 

I miss you maomao, and thank you for choosing and bringing to us Maxie.. 

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Time flies

Sunday, August 25, 2013

From 31/1/2011 till now august 2013... It's about two years?  I haven been blogging much... But much have changed....

Alot have changed.... 

Minor change, major change. Long time change and recent changes... It is indeed true that the only thing that does not change is Change itself will always be present... No such things that thibg don't change...

For one...  I changed my job, thus changed my car... Rather, I changed my job and it comes with car. Woofy was using my Charcoal but during good times, I sold off charcoal at a nice profit..  CHARCOAL have served me well..  The profit I got back was quite significant and therefore made me have a car for like three years without paying a single cent.

Next up,  I changed my maritial status...  I got married..  That was last year...  4/3/2012... The usual stuff and glad I din bankrupt myself doing my wedding.. Went on a nice holiday to gold coast...  Swam in the great barrier rift... Touched turtle...  And swam with the sharks... Came back alive....

And this year... We moved house!  Our little nest is finally ready! Got the keys earlier this year in January and officially moved in April... It's august now and we have happily settled in... 

And the other major change is.. I m 6months pregnant now with Baby Jennah... Jennah means Heaven... My little piece of heaven hatching within me....  See my little girl in December :)

Last and most recent thing that happened . just last mth on 14 July 2013.... My King maomao waved gd bye to us...

The King was diagnosed with lymphoma in march and underwent chemo treatment for a few Mths.. The cancer cells subsided and I tot he wld be fine. But suddenly he stopped eating...  Dint feel like eating I guess... And doctor had him on supplements  but it was quite useless.. And finally Dr ly saw him on a Sunday.. 14th July and say it's time....  His liver have hardened....  His organs are failing...

It was really difficult but it seems like any more would be putting him in further pain....  So I brought him back to hg...  Everyone hugged him...  And the cat whisperer came along and talked to me about how maomao feels these years... Some stuff he remembers... 

And later that night... Maomao just went off...  We now have him in a little prymaid in our hse...  Love my maomao...

The house is really quiet at night...  With our feline company... It is so lonely... So next following week.. My Woofy look ard and we adopted Maxie...  A little grey black kitty... 

But months on... I still miss my great King... He is the only one who really heals my heart....  Let me hug him.. Knows me and loves me.. I guess I m just not so lucky to have two of such doting cats...  Well.. 

I love my Maomao...

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6mths....

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Time flies...

One year ago, around this timing, I took the keys onto my house. The day before that I was at the hospital for a small surgery which hurt the heart more than it hurt me physically...

Six months ago, someone close to me left physically and hurt my heart deeply. It had been stolen time with him, since he survived liver disease two years earlier.

It seems all fated n planned. I do not reallt have much of a religion, just believe in doing good. But my belief is that someone up there had it planned. Things happen for a reason. People come and go for a reason.

But it still hurts... When my beloved maomao left us, 6months ago... The worse that could happen is to experience the pain again... And yes I had.. I dreamt just sometime back witnessing his death again.

The point of time when he just breathed his last was so hurtful, though I had assured him it's OK to leave.. When he really did stopped battling all the pain and left peacefully, the pain was beyond my imagination.

6months later, I still miss my maomao. I have a tender spot for ginger tabby.. But a ginger tabby touched my heart in a very tender spot that it sometimes still hurts.. 

Emo day I guess...

Miss u my maomao...

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A second cat?

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Every morning I watched as Maxie n Batman wrestle around in bed.  The two of them stopped when I talk to them. 

It's fight  but mostly play I guess.. 

Funnily, Maxie always lose but he still goes on to pick fights anw.. With Batman adoption drive coming up, I hope he will get adopted, and yet I know I will definitely miss him...

That made me think, will the royal King Maomao choose another cat for us?

I can't stand getting another ginger tabby, no one shall replace maomao, but I have a very very tender spot for ginger tabby...  Someone who looks like maomao, but I can't stand the thought of someone looking like maomao, pretending to be maomao, when  they are just not....

I love maomao, I miss maomao, to me, he is different, unique, no matter how alike they may look,...

I miss maomao..

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Missing my King Maomao

Saturday, September 14, 2013

It's the 14th of the month again...

It is the 2nd month since my King left me.. It hurts but I love him too much to let grieve fully occupy my heart..

I love him and only him so much, as much as I have a soft spot for ginger tabby, I cannot bring myself to have a cat who is that color..  I cannot have another cat which is even close to maomao...

As I look up into the sky today, it's so bright and sunny...  The cloud is so fluffy and nice...

I can almost see my maomao happily bouncing, rather, just lazily sitting there purring and looking at me...

Maomao, how are you up there?

I love you my dear...  I miss you but I am glad you are no longer in pain.. I have you always in my memory and will never ever forget the love and comfort you have given me these sweet 10 years...

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The new Alpha

Saturday, September 07, 2013

When my king  first passed on, I was so sad I believe I could not have another cat again... But just one day in a house without  cat... Without feline company... The hse is such a depressing place to be...  It's so quiet with death hanging in the air... 

Perhaps it's impulse.. Rebound, depression?  We quickly adopted a new cat...  I was Tinking in my mind.. The new cT must be chosen by my king.. My maomao.. There must be that xfactor that my wise king  chose him to help us through his absence..

So when hubby saw mack.. He was keen.. And that night he dreamt of mack.. And when we saw him..  He was as affectionate and started purring..  Yet he was playful... Yet he was biting, yet he was noisy..  It's almost like he is a combi of all my three cats...  Almost like maomao did choose him for us so that I could have the 'whole family' at one place...

It was surprising how he took to us.. The fosterer was surprised when I say mack is purring.  She was like.. Really?  And of cos, we passed the interview and we collected him on the day. He jumped right into the carrier before we stuff him in with his little friend. 

So, one week after maomao, we had Mack, now renamed, Maxie...

Month on, it is peculiar how he is really a combi of all my three cats... 

And today, found out something that stunned me.. Maomao chose an alpha cat for us!  Maxie was like grooming our foster cat, batman! 

Now the beating n chasing and stuff makes sense...  Maxie is an alpha.. I guess maomao decides our home needs a leader.. So he had us take in a new alpha.. Oh my...  The wise king indeed... 

I miss you maomao, and thank you for choosing and bringing to us Maxie.. 

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Time flies

Sunday, August 25, 2013

From 31/1/2011 till now august 2013... It's about two years?  I haven been blogging much... But much have changed....

Alot have changed.... 

Minor change, major change. Long time change and recent changes... It is indeed true that the only thing that does not change is Change itself will always be present... No such things that thibg don't change...

For one...  I changed my job, thus changed my car... Rather, I changed my job and it comes with car. Woofy was using my Charcoal but during good times, I sold off charcoal at a nice profit..  CHARCOAL have served me well..  The profit I got back was quite significant and therefore made me have a car for like three years without paying a single cent.

Next up,  I changed my maritial status...  I got married..  That was last year...  4/3/2012... The usual stuff and glad I din bankrupt myself doing my wedding.. Went on a nice holiday to gold coast...  Swam in the great barrier rift... Touched turtle...  And swam with the sharks... Came back alive....

And this year... We moved house!  Our little nest is finally ready! Got the keys earlier this year in January and officially moved in April... It's august now and we have happily settled in... 

And the other major change is.. I m 6months pregnant now with Baby Jennah... Jennah means Heaven... My little piece of heaven hatching within me....  See my little girl in December :)

Last and most recent thing that happened . just last mth on 14 July 2013.... My King maomao waved gd bye to us...

The King was diagnosed with lymphoma in march and underwent chemo treatment for a few Mths.. The cancer cells subsided and I tot he wld be fine. But suddenly he stopped eating...  Dint feel like eating I guess... And doctor had him on supplements  but it was quite useless.. And finally Dr ly saw him on a Sunday.. 14th July and say it's time....  His liver have hardened....  His organs are failing...

It was really difficult but it seems like any more would be putting him in further pain....  So I brought him back to hg...  Everyone hugged him...  And the cat whisperer came along and talked to me about how maomao feels these years... Some stuff he remembers... 

And later that night... Maomao just went off...  We now have him in a little prymaid in our hse...  Love my maomao...

The house is really quiet at night...  With our feline company... It is so lonely... So next following week.. My Woofy look ard and we adopted Maxie...  A little grey black kitty... 

But months on... I still miss my great King... He is the only one who really heals my heart....  Let me hug him.. Knows me and loves me.. I guess I m just not so lucky to have two of such doting cats...  Well.. 

I love my Maomao...

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