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Friday, July 29, 2005


A little bit of the no mood to work. Maybe it is the subconscious mind slacking off coz today last day already. Maybe is the lack of sleep. Mayb is unsettled mind. Mixed feelings. Tired.

As I was walking from Chinatown today, I felt mixed feelings. Wanna cry liaoz. These paths which are so fondly familiar shall soon b like walking down a part of my memory lane. They are no longer everyday tings, bt places where I can walk down and tink, hey, I WAS here before. Wher u can look back and tink of the good old days where u used to do this, that along here. Stepping towards a whole new world.

Sometimes often tis week, I keep tinking. Why am I so affected by the fact I m leaving a familiar place? Well, nothing last forever. (except Diamonds) changes is everywhere. And with technology, changes are done at a rapid rate. Why am I so affected? In future, am I going to b likdat again? I dun like the idea of bein affected by change of environment. Makes me seem so vulnerable and weak. Muz b daring. Muz b willing to change. For the better or worse, it is up to u. to make it.

It is so easily said, bt done? Tink again. In any case, suck thumb. When changes come, u can only accept. U cant change. At least for my this case, I cant change the fact that things are changing and i can only accept. And it is change for the better. For one year, I have been dreaming,wanting, wishing, hoping, cherishing every hope to equip myself with skills enuf to gain me a place so that I can blend in once more and bathe in the company of my peers once more, happily. Thus, in short, this change is good. And I shall make sure.

Fate is in Your hands (channel 8- 9pm mon to fri)


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