 mEow the year away  Wednesday, December 31, 2008
A fren ask me if I m celebrating tonite, afterall, its New Year.
Unfortunately he caught me at a wrong timing. Call it mood swing, or wadever, bt my sharp and rude reply was,
"Wads there to celebrate?"
"It's not like the last year was so painful that we have to celebrate it's over"
Oh yea, rude, Yes. I can be quite a bitch when I want to aint it?
It's not like it's so painful, or is it?
After tat conversation, I went to try to nap. Cant get to sleep as tings race thru my mind. I started clearing and throwing away some things. Some stuff that I've kept for more than 4 years. Sometings that I once held dear to my heart. Some things I painfully kept, preserved and made sure they last, I threw. Oh well, noting last forever wad.
I packed up those stuff that I wish to keep away from my sight. I shld have kept them away long ago. But finally, I did.
And, for the last day of the year, I've decided to pack up everything, my heart, my stuff, those stuff that I shld have packed, and move on with life and embrace the new new year. A year where things will be drastically different. A year wich will be better than the previous.
I cried out my last bit of tears for no good reasons, not cos I cant forget him, not cos I miss him, but that I recalled of how I had fell in love with a stranger and given my heart away, and eventually, got it broken. Mayb I jus cant forgive, mayb I jus wanna moisturise my eyes, or mayb, I jus want to do so cos its the last day of the year.
Cos nxt yr on, I will not shed a drop of tear for any guy.
.男人不该让女人流泪.
I m sick and tired of crying myself to sleep sometimes.
I m sick and tired of crying myself to comfort.
I m sick and tired of crying,nt cos I m touched,but cos I m sad and hurt.
I m sick and tired of being hurt.
So next yr, I wont let tis happen.
And so, my resolution for the comin new year, wich I will accomplish.
1) Concentrate fully on studies without skippin (too many) lectures.
2) Pack up my room abit more.
3) Shed no tear for men
4) Be on time
5) Be happier than I was in 2008
lol, nt too hard to achieve isnt it?Labels: emo
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mEow the year away Wednesday, December 31, 2008
A fren ask me if I m celebrating tonite, afterall, its New Year.
Unfortunately he caught me at a wrong timing. Call it mood swing, or wadever, bt my sharp and rude reply was,
"Wads there to celebrate?"
"It's not like the last year was so painful that we have to celebrate it's over"
Oh yea, rude, Yes. I can be quite a bitch when I want to aint it?
It's not like it's so painful, or is it?
After tat conversation, I went to try to nap. Cant get to sleep as tings race thru my mind. I started clearing and throwing away some things. Some stuff that I've kept for more than 4 years. Sometings that I once held dear to my heart. Some things I painfully kept, preserved and made sure they last, I threw. Oh well, noting last forever wad.
I packed up those stuff that I wish to keep away from my sight. I shld have kept them away long ago. But finally, I did.
And, for the last day of the year, I've decided to pack up everything, my heart, my stuff, those stuff that I shld have packed, and move on with life and embrace the new new year. A year where things will be drastically different. A year wich will be better than the previous.
I cried out my last bit of tears for no good reasons, not cos I cant forget him, not cos I miss him, but that I recalled of how I had fell in love with a stranger and given my heart away, and eventually, got it broken. Mayb I jus cant forgive, mayb I jus wanna moisturise my eyes, or mayb, I jus want to do so cos its the last day of the year.
Cos nxt yr on, I will not shed a drop of tear for any guy.
.男人不该让女人流泪.
I m sick and tired of crying myself to sleep sometimes.
I m sick and tired of crying myself to comfort.
I m sick and tired of crying,nt cos I m touched,but cos I m sad and hurt.
I m sick and tired of being hurt.
So next yr, I wont let tis happen.
And so, my resolution for the comin new year, wich I will accomplish.
1) Concentrate fully on studies without skippin (too many) lectures.
2) Pack up my room abit more.
3) Shed no tear for men
4) Be on time
5) Be happier than I was in 2008
lol, nt too hard to achieve isnt it?Labels: emo
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